A 28-year-old woman has told of how she’s living her best life as an adult baby. She wears baby clothes, dummies and even nappies at home and at work in fulfilment of her desire to revert to her infant days.
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Adult baby
Lucy Anne, based in New Jersey, US, said she had been wanting to go back to her baby days since the age of nine but only found the courage to act like a baby when she turned 26.
Lucy, who is a cybersecurity analyst, now wears onesies, dummies and nappies at home, selling pictures of herself dressed as a baby online.
The Mirror reports that Lucy chooses to dress up as a baby for comfort and acceptance, and not for sexual reasons. She said:
These feelings and desire to revert to a baby-like state started when I was really young. I didn’t understand them at the time and I grew up hating how I felt. As a teen, I experimented by wearing diapers and started to explore the ‘adult baby diaper lover’ (ABDL) community after thinking about it for over ten years.
She got involved with this community together with an ex who was interested in it as well. Now, Lucy says she feels more comfortable with her lifestyle choices enough to share pictures of herself dressed as a baby on Instagram.
According to her, some fans would send her money to restock her baby wardrobe or to buy nappies, while others would pay money for some photos.
I’ve made £370 from commissions but I’ve probably made more from people who have sent me money to buy new stuffed animals, pacifiers or diapers. I actually have one contributor who actually sends me £115 of adult diapers each month.
More than a lifestyle
She uses the nappies for their designated purpose, wearing them to sleep and even at work sometimes. But for a more realistic depiction of her acting age range, which is between three and five years, Lucy does more than wear nappies.
I sometimes will wear a diaper to work, hidden under everyday work clothes. I have a collection of pacifiers, pyjama onesies that have a flap on the bottom for easy access and lots of cute fleece blankets. Stuffed toys also make up a big part of my baby collection, and I also have a few cat ears to match.
She often gets requests from a cross-section of her fanbase for pictures that are of a sexual nature. Lucy said these requests make her uncomfortable, as that’s not the reason for choosing to live like a child.
As I’ve never seen this as a sexual thing, when I get sexual requests, I am quite uncomfortable and will always try and ignore it. One of the grossest requests asked if I could dry hump one of my stuffed animals on a video call, so they were blocked immediately.
Lucy said it’s taken her mother some time to accept her lifestyle, but she doesn’t feel prepared enough to ‘come out’ to her dad and other family members.